Another One

Great. Just what I need. Another one. James is laying there on the couch watching porn on his cellphone, practically ignoring me and when I take the mother fucking cellphone away he made whimpers. Another one. Daniel did the same thing. He would ignore Gabriel to watch porn when I left them alone. James isn't the SAME but for the love of god why do I have to pck em like i do. Aren't I enough?! What the fuck is the use of pron? I'm more fun. If he needs some can't he just come to me...do I have to be ignored over a chellphone with some fucking whore getting it? god damn it all to hell. I'm angry and he'stoucing me. I can't type straight becasue i have the screen shoved down so he cna't see what I'm writing so if ou can't read this I'm sorry. I don't knwo for sure if I'm even typing right. I'm about to cry. I'm so frustraed. And he's touching me....leaning against myback so i can feel his heartbeat....and i don't wnt tobe angry anymore. I don't want to be..but I am. I'm pissed.